Wednesday, July 22, 2009
where I find myself
Looking for work is hard. I do wonder if the biggest thing holding me back is a fear related to the one described here. I have no idea what project or job it is that I would give myself to but the thought of starting along a new path is daunting. I am not scared of losing out on other pleasures. I'm just more scared of not getting things right than I should be. This goes against the position I want to be in, the attitude I want to have; but, if I am honest, it is where I find myself at the moment. Of course, finding myself at the moment is a topic that is taking some of my time as well.